okay... so i went to kate... it was ambrosial. that is my new word since i saw delightful in a book... now i can't use it... so here i go trying to seperate myself from the everyday world by trying to sound different! how childish is that, not that im gonna change, but how childish is that? i will never be different i am just like any other freak that thinks they can be different... one can't be completely different (so i think) there is no way that you can set yourself apart from the world and be someone that isn't already there... it is very rare and so i say to all the people that say they are 'individuals'.." you are copying someone somewhere. and even though you don't know you are... you still aren't completely different. there is always some thing that will link you to someone or ones. a thought and action." thats the way i see it. i want to be different i crave the feeling that i am somebody that no one is, but i know deep down that my feelings and thoughts and actions are that of someone else that wants the same thing. the way i see it is that if there are words to discribe your person then you are obviously something that has already been invented. not that i really needed to get that out.. but whatever.
either way. kates... best part of the evening "it doesn't matter weather i'm heterosexual, bisexual, or homosexual... i will still get pleasure, my wang is my friend.
Mood: VERY TIRED... slightly aprehensive and nervous....butterfly style
Music: Kiss My Irish Ass - Great Big Sea
Random thought of the day:the chase is the thrill, the catch is mearly a formality for a hunter